its back to work, so first 4 days of back to work is magnet onsite visit, which means everything must be in tip top position but thats also e period that wahhh we get so many staff working on one shift,feels dammm goood but also dammm stressing ,cause u never know when e auditors might spring a visit to ur ward,hahaha also went chinatown new year shopping with baby and his aunties :) quite fun luhh. i am alone at his room now, he went to meet irwin awhile,awhile feels dammm long , sighs why is time passing by so slowly when i hate it most.hmmms before that went shopping with the baby for his new jeans, finally settled for a pair from uniqlo, i think its nice :) i also bought my new year dress, 2 infact and a new bag for chinese new year, went mad shopping with caroline on my off day on wednesday:) sighs i swear i will miss caroline when she's not staying with us anymore, right now even on most weekends,i sleep in the big dark room by myself which i really hate cause i for one hate being left alone in e dark ,it just feels dammm scary and on when i am alone in a dark room , i end up thinking damm alot and i will end up not sleeping welll and feel grouchy e next day :( rahhhhhhhhh

its gonna be cny next weeek :) yay which meas topping up of mooo-lah time,i have been spending and spending and spending but i feel happy cause i spend it on me and him :) like foood therapy :))) heeee and next weeek's v day !yay sorta like my first v day with baby,hmmms cause last year i fell sick , lol :) heeee mischa's turning 1 years old tooo !our spoilt whiney nursey hare !HAHAHA

2 MORE MORNINGS TO GO BEFORE I AM ON A ONE DAY LEAVE :) YAY THEN WORK 2 DAYS OFF 4 DAYS THANKS TO CNY :))

i get assigned junior now so often :(

OH YA I FINALLY PAINTED MY ROOM WALL PINK :)

so today marks my last day of annual leave :( sighs so fast 1 week passed by, anyway i had a fufiling annual leave week :) today my family celebrated early reunion dinner and baby came along :) felt so loved by him peeling my prawns for me, feeding me and taking foood for me .lol and surprisingly my  silly ate fish :) hahahas and i ate alot of fish, so wierd. anyhows my baby has a new wife now bought by his aunt :) i ate cotton candy today *jumpsard :)) so yummmy, i realise i behave like a small kid at times :( grrr but cotton candy really makes me happy .anyhows time flies, its gonna be chinese new year in another 2 weeks .LOL  that will be 4 days break away from work, for now , i gotta get through work and of course sgh's major event in a whole milestone, the magnet accredition audit held from tomorrow till thursday, wish me luck :(

i dont wanna be audited, i scared i say wrong thing.grrrr, time to read up tomorrow morning :) grrr and my poor ayu is sick :( sighs .get well soon darling !

hey baby !thanks for coming to dinner with me kay ,heee hope the chan's didnt make you awkward or what,heee thanks for feeing me and feeding me and peeling me prawns to eat :) i love you .we will have a great chinese new year and valentines and of course our one year anni and many more to come :)

i am gonna paint my room pink on wed and i am gonna decorate e walls with photos and polariods :))

went on 3 night shifts so far starting from monday , from monday to tuesday, my nights were speechless, i didnt admit anyone or whatsoever, but was just so busy throughout , but thankfully i had student adilah with me, i guess our crappyness kept each other awake, i was super sleepy from 4 to 5am , God knows why also :( anyhows not much ivs to give for morning but 2 patients kept me busy throughout ,lol anyhows my third night was splendid :) my patient was off vac , now WM connected to wall suction , so aint leaking that much, i kinda pity him though :( and yesterday was finally the night i saw him rest well and slept throughout my shift :) i am happy.

on a happier note, tonight's my last night shift :) before i go on 10 days leave away from work,5 days annual leave and then 4 days off and rest days and 1 sleeping day :) and then tomorrow is baby's POC :) which means there goes my sleeping day :( coming home to bathe change then daddy's gonna fetch me down, should be having ayu's company :) yay.

hello baby :) tomorrow is finally coming !yay love love you *biggggfatthugggg

lets see, a week has passed and guess what i am on night later :( 4 nights then sleeping day, day off and then rest day and then my 7 days of annual leave :)) i cant wait !

i hope these four nights pass fast and peacefully, i hope my attempts to take blood would be successful and set plugs also :)  on a happier note, i have my favourite student adilah with me :) i am supposed to be sleeping now but i am not tired, so screwed, nevermind sleep later.

yay friday i will get to see baby for his POC :) lol i so miss him now :( sent him back camp yesterday.sighs
nevermind 4 days will pass fast :)

brand new year and i snipped off my long messy bushy hair , its now way shorter and hopefully it grows by caroline's wedding :) new year new look :)

baby likes it though,less messy, i cant figure if i look younger or older.LOL anyhows its quite fun playing around with my hair still :)

afternoon laters, wish me luck :(

lets see, finally 2 days of rest after working since saturday last week :( my body is so drained out physically and mentally now, workload is back to being heavy, now that room 22 is like half female and male patients since room 24 is full house!sighs and its all heavy on nursing care :( went for magnet q&a also, which was crappy, i think i will die if i ever end up being audited in feburary .sighs :(
out of 4 days, 3 days i am on shift :( sighs

tomorrow gonna meet baby and before that go shopping with mummy :) i need to destress very badly,friday gonna go and cut hair . i am sick and tired of managing my long bushy messy ponytail .sighs

i  cant wait for tomorrow, gonna turn in now, my head's spinning :(

maysi's a happy girl these days though work is really driving her crazy almost everyday, like on monday i was on afternoon shift, i am supposed to end work at 9.30pm but i left at 10.30pm close and reached home at 11pm, was so dead tired i talked a little to baby and i plopped onto my bed and guess what i overslept e next morning, thankfully my dearest boyfriend love gave me wake up calls,he texted me but i didnt reply, called my cell but i didnt hear it ringing nor vibrating, sorrry baby and i finally woke up when he called my house, immediately washed up and all and called up ward reported might be slightly late, phewww :( anyway it's a mad day cause i was 2nd senior ,i sent and fetch cases, did changes , did dressings, took blood like a vampire .hahaha :) after that met baby at plaza sing :) it started raining cows and hippos like mad, had dinner at his house area then went back played with e comp then washed up , and we slept till this morning, woke up at 5,30am then baby went back camp, sent him back in :)

the last few days have been great joy, especially those 3 days of being away from work :) just seeing baby makes me smile :) went mustafa , went prawning (yes againn * hahaha, we babercued prawns at his house :) ate steamboat cause according to baby, his second aunt prepared for me ,LOL ,went sim lim to look at my DS LITE (i) :)) it comes in hot pink, i am undecided between white or hot pink :( shucks.

yay bonus coming in :) 313 at somerset is awesome , went shopping alone just now before going back down to cck to meet baby :) the f21 there is awesome, i bought skirt , tops and dresses :)

i am in love with rihanna's russian roulette

lets see, i have been busy with work and more work,and with the magent audit kicking in this month till feb, the stress is defintely increasing and not to mention they seem to be cutting down staff ratio again.anyhows work these days isnt too bad afterall,just that i am admitting ex patients every now and then.hmmms and as usual afterwork i head home if not i meet baby, he goes back camp everyday now but gets to go home everyday, so wierd luh e system.

i cant wait for e 18th :) its bonus time :) and its shopping for xmas pressies time.lately baby and i have been pampering ourselves with buffets and steamboats :( bad bad.lol anyhows i cant wait for xmas :)

i realised baby and i just love irritating each other :) hahahaha i love you dearest boy !

lets seee :) i had a really eventful week last week, colorectal conference on last wednesday till thursday, although it was only a 2 day event but it sure felt much longer with the workshops we had to attend after work, the launch of the colorectal support group,the nurses at w 47 are the ambassadors and then the nurses congress workshop ,that was interesting though, then we had to attend the colorectal dinner with all the other guests, i gt seperated from hui yan and the rest :( i was sitting with sister W,C and H can :( omg but it went alright luh, the entertainment segment was quite amusing , after that hui yan's dad gave us a life back, went and meet baby ,next day we went out and we caught 2012 :) i think the movie got me tugging on the heartstrings, got me thinking about the rapture and all ,hmms quite a tearjerker and its a 3 hour movie, be prepared to bring thick cardigan though, it was damm cold :( after that we went to the airport , cause i wanted to go there to see planes, alright call me a kid whatever but i always loved going to the airport, oh wells argued a little on the way there, sighs we are sucha easily jealous couple ,hahaha :) bought macs then back to my house area for supper, argued againn, sighs anyhows all's fine now.

saturday was caroline's and wei jiet's ROM, i have got another brother-in law now :) thankfully baby accompanied me ,i released pretty balloons into the air, so pretty :))) then we walked to find a cabb,on the way there saw river regetta taking place at singapore river!then cabbed down to simon's house, we went prawning , so fun :))) anyhows i thought the prawns crawled like croakroaches, whatever i am not a bimbo kay baby!

hahahs sunday was back to work :( sighs anyhows day was okay luh, i did junior but had student help so not that bad i guess :) today sure back to ic again, its always the case if not its second senior.sighs .caroline's leaving for her pre-wedding honeymoon cum post -rom holiday :) ,i am gonna be sleeping alone :( i hate this luh,

highlight of the week was probablly going to the singapore food fair at expo with baby and his family ;) so much food and i had curry fishball and we took a long long walk :)

loverboy , i love you so much :) thanks for the company last week, after conference,sending me home every single night :) i am looking forward to u singing to me againnn :))

back to work later :) i still got another 7 days of AL owing to me, and i hope sister gives it all to me in december :) i am talking to my stubborn baby now who's being really stubborn and all. sighs he's going for the ortho op tomorrow, was supposed to be on pm shift but thankfully seri agreeded to change with me , so i can go down after work tomorrow and see him. i hope all's well tomorrow.

i hope i am back to being i/c later :) i got a feeling i will be. i dont wanna be junior or 2nd ic .sighs.on a happier note, my darling's gonna come down find me later :)) yay!!!

hey baby :) dont be scared tomorrow k .everything will be fine, you better be a good patient*muacks.buy you macdonalds tomorrow! i love you !

the last post i posted was last week :( work's really draining me out, my cough has yet to recover :( rahhh so i am on my second bottle of codin,my first bottle of procodin cough syrup finished ,but i got no idea if procodin and codin is the same :( oh wells .
anyhows baby booked out on friday evening , didnt go to pick him up cause was on afternoon shift :( saturday woke up early in the morning and met him .spent the day with him :) ate like a mad couple,haha whats new. , i think i am addicted to fei fei wanton mee ,haha i ate it for 2 days straight and didnt ever get sick of it.hmmms, then in the night we had pepper lunch :) baby's first time eating and he's so amazed by the fact that you cook it urself.hahaha we took silly pics of ourselves whilst waiting for our food, after that took a long bus ride home, horrible bus ride which made me wanna puke so badly :(  waited for his bus then he went home :)

sunday i was on morning :( was junior .thankfully i had 3 staff nurses in my room :) yay! went and meet baby after work, took a bus down and so embarassing ,i fell asleep on the bus in my uniform :( i was hungry so went and have fei fei wanton mee againn, in the night dinner at his house then we took a long long walk to katong shopping centre then we shopped at e supermarket :)

on the way home, argued alittle but all's fine now.

over the week i realised my boyfriend's mad like me :)my boyfriend's like my happypill :) my baby's a jealous pigg like me.

and lastly as usual,i feel so in love every single day :)