lets see, i have been busy with work and more work,and with the magent audit kicking in this month till feb, the stress is defintely increasing and not to mention they seem to be cutting down staff ratio again.anyhows work these days isnt too bad afterall,just that i am admitting ex patients every now and then.hmmms and as usual afterwork i head home if not i meet baby, he goes back camp everyday now but gets to go home everyday, so wierd luh e system.

i cant wait for e 18th :) its bonus time :) and its shopping for xmas pressies time.lately baby and i have been pampering ourselves with buffets and steamboats :( bad bad.lol anyhows i cant wait for xmas :)

i realised baby and i just love irritating each other :) hahahaha i love you dearest boy !

lets seee :) i had a really eventful week last week, colorectal conference on last wednesday till thursday, although it was only a 2 day event but it sure felt much longer with the workshops we had to attend after work, the launch of the colorectal support group,the nurses at w 47 are the ambassadors and then the nurses congress workshop ,that was interesting though, then we had to attend the colorectal dinner with all the other guests, i gt seperated from hui yan and the rest :( i was sitting with sister W,C and H can :( omg but it went alright luh, the entertainment segment was quite amusing , after that hui yan's dad gave us a life back, went and meet baby ,next day we went out and we caught 2012 :) i think the movie got me tugging on the heartstrings, got me thinking about the rapture and all ,hmms quite a tearjerker and its a 3 hour movie, be prepared to bring thick cardigan though, it was damm cold :( after that we went to the airport , cause i wanted to go there to see planes, alright call me a kid whatever but i always loved going to the airport, oh wells argued a little on the way there, sighs we are sucha easily jealous couple ,hahaha :) bought macs then back to my house area for supper, argued againn, sighs anyhows all's fine now.

saturday was caroline's and wei jiet's ROM, i have got another brother-in law now :) thankfully baby accompanied me ,i released pretty balloons into the air, so pretty :))) then we walked to find a cabb,on the way there saw river regetta taking place at singapore river!then cabbed down to simon's house, we went prawning , so fun :))) anyhows i thought the prawns crawled like croakroaches, whatever i am not a bimbo kay baby!

hahahs sunday was back to work :( sighs anyhows day was okay luh, i did junior but had student help so not that bad i guess :) today sure back to ic again, its always the case if not its second senior.sighs .caroline's leaving for her pre-wedding honeymoon cum post -rom holiday :) ,i am gonna be sleeping alone :( i hate this luh,

highlight of the week was probablly going to the singapore food fair at expo with baby and his family ;) so much food and i had curry fishball and we took a long long walk :)

loverboy , i love you so much :) thanks for the company last week, after conference,sending me home every single night :) i am looking forward to u singing to me againnn :))

back to work later :) i still got another 7 days of AL owing to me, and i hope sister gives it all to me in december :) i am talking to my stubborn baby now who's being really stubborn and all. sighs he's going for the ortho op tomorrow, was supposed to be on pm shift but thankfully seri agreeded to change with me , so i can go down after work tomorrow and see him. i hope all's well tomorrow.

i hope i am back to being i/c later :) i got a feeling i will be. i dont wanna be junior or 2nd ic .sighs.on a happier note, my darling's gonna come down find me later :)) yay!!!

hey baby :) dont be scared tomorrow k .everything will be fine, you better be a good patient*muacks.buy you macdonalds tomorrow! i love you !

the last post i posted was last week :( work's really draining me out, my cough has yet to recover :( rahhh so i am on my second bottle of codin,my first bottle of procodin cough syrup finished ,but i got no idea if procodin and codin is the same :( oh wells .
anyhows baby booked out on friday evening , didnt go to pick him up cause was on afternoon shift :( saturday woke up early in the morning and met him .spent the day with him :) ate like a mad couple,haha whats new. , i think i am addicted to fei fei wanton mee ,haha i ate it for 2 days straight and didnt ever get sick of it.hmmms, then in the night we had pepper lunch :) baby's first time eating and he's so amazed by the fact that you cook it urself.hahaha we took silly pics of ourselves whilst waiting for our food, after that took a long bus ride home, horrible bus ride which made me wanna puke so badly :(  waited for his bus then he went home :)

sunday i was on morning :( was junior .thankfully i had 3 staff nurses in my room :) yay! went and meet baby after work, took a bus down and so embarassing ,i fell asleep on the bus in my uniform :( i was hungry so went and have fei fei wanton mee againn, in the night dinner at his house then we took a long long walk to katong shopping centre then we shopped at e supermarket :)

on the way home, argued alittle but all's fine now.

over the week i realised my boyfriend's mad like me :)my boyfriend's like my happypill :) my baby's a jealous pigg like me.

and lastly as usual,i feel so in love every single day :)

its 9.20pm now,not really considered a very late sunday night but somehow i just feel sad and i dont really know why. i am listening to yue ding by guang liang, reminds me so much of baby and me.i just sent him back to camp, i concluded i am too emotionally etched to my boyfriend, i dont know isit a good or bad thing.

in a week,so much happened , i fell sick and really sick, its like there's this infection going within my body .its going to be our 8 months soon, time really flies,its gonna be a year since i got to know baby like during prcp, a year ago, i was gonna start my nursing prcp attachment in ward 47, a year ago , i thought baby was possibly the most irritating guy that i ever knew , that came to disturb me whenever i was really stressed up writing my reports and all and he and his cheeky playful nature , what i will call the typical ah being will start to come and piss me off with stupid questions !hahaha and his stupid nickname for me "miss alcoholic, just because last time i used to like chilling out with my girlfriends.

hahahas i am still amazed at how we got together, how we went on our first date to catch slum dog millionaire,how he bought me mischa :)how we had our first heart to heart talk at vivo city rooftop the very night he popped the question. how baby wanted to spend valentines with me but i fell sick, all the text  messages which made me smile ,how he picked me up from foundation programme everytime, how he made me smile with his sillyness. beyond this cheeky playful nature of his,is actually this boy that has so much love ,care, concern for his loved ones.

baby can be quite serious and strict at times,especially when i fell sick.i am forced to take my temp in the middle of the night and i have to drink water which i really hate.just recollecting these memories is making me smile, this 8 months makes me feel that we went through so much. and when we were working together,he would wait for me to go for his break,and he would ensure i will eat. there was this once i just started work right after foundation programme, was i/c for room 22, that afternoon was horrible,had admissions and discharges one after another and alot of changes,so much that me and wu min didnt go break, i left work at 10.50pm, baby called and got worried cause i didnt text.

i never thought i will love so deep ever againn since J broke my heart ,then warren appeared.sometimes he reads me like a book , like he can guess what i am thinking. how i love leaning against his strong shoulders , its like my comfort zone, how he first held my hand on the bus, and the night itself his msn nick read this : my baby's hands are so small, so cute.

some people said we are meant to be, some said we wont last but we proved them wrong,i know its not gonna be just a honeymoon phase thing.
you know the vibe /feeling that you get when u start to think.plan abt the future,our future has each other :)

your amazing warren low wee long and i love you so . your special to me .

hi people :) guess what, my  fever came on and off againn.went back to work on thursday, thinking i was on junior assignment ,but i got thrown to being in charge :( almost died cause that was first day of antibiotics , but thankfully everything went alright,managed to follow up whatever i am supposed to and all.hmmms went for break also, friday morning was also ic, another quite alright working day, i had nice junior who really helped me :) sometimes the staff u work with really matters.

the medicine is like kinda not working :( rahhhh ,i finally got down to buying my lenses :) so money flew away againn.i think i am gonna make another trip down to the doctor soon.

lastly i think my boyfriend is awesome :) never fails to make me smile even though i feel kinda moody and sad.

i think the workload these days kills :( like seriously, even though i am on am shift,by end of work time, i am so dead tired when i get home, i plop onto bed and sleep right till dinner time, and when i wake up i have not much appetite, room 22's like a mini high d man .

its at times like this, makes me kinda regret not going for uni instead of choosing working life and till now i know i want to pursue a degree but i just dont know if i should continue nursing or proceed on to a different field of study :(

i only look forward to fridays , cause thats when dearest comes out,and at least i have a reason to smile and laugh.

today's pm shift.sighs :( i can feel myself on the very verge of falling sick already.running on/off fever for past 3 days ,argh

i had a very mad third night :) but i am proud i survived it and i actually managed to finish whatever i am supposed to ,i counted basically everything yesterday :) baby's so cute , he texted me this msg "baby should be counting now,1,2,3. baby i miss you so much luh.sadly i only saw this msg at ard 12 am cause thats when i was more settled . when i went work yesterday, my ivs were all not prepared ,hmmms so had a mad rush ,and 2 new admissions which one of them i transfused her and another GS overflow case which came at 6am , wahh rushed through admission and all ,then morning ivs , in the end i only left TPN blood which i couldnt take cause pt's veins not good,and iv albumin which i didnt give.

today's last night :)))))))))))))))) wish me luck! yay i cant wait for the weekend :) i get to meet my boy whom i really miss alot :(

and tomorrow's coussie's wedding.lol

i hope i dont have any more plugs to set and any bloods to take tomorrow!

yesterday was a bad bad bad working day, firstly i got thrown into room 24 as a staff nurse IC :( omg i didnt work in room 24 like since i passed out till now.oh wells ,so theoritically i didnt know the cases well,hmmms had 1 operation patient which got sent into high d ,then another patient which was on the verge of collapsing , i also sent to high d :( total madness with lots of IVS and what other new changes and 1 last minute discharge :(

didnt go for dinner break,did junior work also :( passed on stuff for night shift to do and when i went home , bought food then baby called  what a eventful day,today's back to room 22 :) at least i will feel less stressed there :)

tomorrow's d&d :) cant wait cause my babyboy's going too :)
i really miss my fatt cheeky boy!

lets see, i am going on my LSCN certification course in 3 weeks time,thus i took out my notes and read last night, omg the notes so thick luh, its even worse than the intravenous medications notes :( sighs i feel so much like a student again,so does baby,just that he's on the law of singapore and mine's on nursing :( *pouts

can friday come soon.

i just want 3 peaceful working days !

lets see, today and tomorrow i am on annual leave haha despite just coming back to work after my annual leave 2 weeks ago.LOL anyhows last weekend was total madness , especially on a saturday morning, i was so drained out when work ended, baby came to the ward to pick me up and say hi to the ward peeps ,lol we bought tako yaki then went back to his crib :)
i slept and slept and slept.he sang songs and pat me to sleep with huggs and kisses :) i felt so much like a little girl .

yesterday was morning and it was sucha goood morning working with hidayu :) its wierd how highly 2 stressed staff nurses when put together can work so well :) anyhows my good day became even better when my patient who discharged bought us a cake :) its simple things like that that really makes a difference in a nurses day of work,baby came to pick me up also,we went tiong barhu and ate long john's and because we didnt have plans we took a bus down to dhoby gaut to top up ezlink then took a long bus ride to jurong interchange, which i fell asleep as usual then we walked ard jurong pt then i sent him off to the bus  :( sighs another 4 more days.i hope this week passes fast

this week's gonna be a good week i hope :) SGH D&D this friday also,so exciting :)

meeting mich later on after lunch :)

i think people in love get so silly that it makes people smile :) i have seen it.